It was 14 years ago this week. That's a long time.
Why did I remember it today? What triggered my mind to flashback to that night?
The night I thought I was going to die. The night I wasattacked assaulted raped.
And when I didn't die that night, I wanted to kill myself.
Why did my brain have to go there today? All day I've been reminding myself to "stay present," that I'm not trapped in a car on a freezing cold November night 14 years ago.
Today has been a struggle.
Time is not linear. Especially when you have PTSD.
Why did I remember it today? What triggered my mind to flashback to that night?
The night I thought I was going to die. The night I was
And when I didn't die that night, I wanted to kill myself.
Why did my brain have to go there today? All day I've been reminding myself to "stay present," that I'm not trapped in a car on a freezing cold November night 14 years ago.
Today has been a struggle.
Time is not linear. Especially when you have PTSD.
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| Source: H.P.Holo |
