Tonight I would give my left foot just for someone to hold and hug me while I cry.
I haven't slept well in days.
Stress has piled up: money issues, car accident problems, trolls and high school drama, doctors bills, health concerns, not making a sale at work yet, Jeremiah's schooling.
I know I have some wonderful friends and I am truly grateful.
But tonight I'm tired of having to depends on myself. And I'm tired that there's no one here to share the burden with me.
I hate being alone in this bed tonight.
I haven't slept well in days.
Stress has piled up: money issues, car accident problems, trolls and high school drama, doctors bills, health concerns, not making a sale at work yet, Jeremiah's schooling.
I know I have some wonderful friends and I am truly grateful.
But tonight I'm tired of having to depends on myself. And I'm tired that there's no one here to share the burden with me.
I hate being alone in this bed tonight.
Oh, Caro, I love you. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteHang in there chickita! I love you!
ReplyDeleteHaving to depend only on yourself sucks, so just remember that we are all here for you to lean on. If you still feel like crying when I get back from Bulgaria, you and the kiddo should come over. I'll throw on some Phineas and Ferb for the kids/us, feed you gluten-free enchiladas (my comfort food along with Mac and cheese), break open a bottle of cheap red and just hang out. We've got a couple of extra beds and all the Legos a kid could want to play with at 7 am (is that just my kids?). I've got a ton of stupid funny movies on Netflix, and a box of Puffs with your name on it!
ReplyDeleteIf I lived closer my door would be open, too.
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